thoughts..

I choose this place to utter my feelings and to express my hidden thoughts that lies deep down my soul. I don't know why I find it hard to trust anyone else and tell them how I feel. .

i have always been good on lying, that a lot of times, its sounds so true..and so i felt a little guilt inside.

on the the other side. .
three days from now my father will be back home. I must be very happy. ,but i don't know why I'm not.

there must be something wrong about me, and i can't figure it out.