Tuesday, November 17, 2009

undeniable truth

unspoken words i could never say and wouldn't be able to say..maybe it's better just this way. No more tears but i still want to cry. I cannot say I'm happy now because there are moments i still feel the emptiness inside. i don't know why, a lot of things keeps running in my mind..and even though i tried not to think too much, thoughts just pops on and off my head. It was really hard to deal on perplex situations, complications and frustrations..that sometimes, i want to break down.

How can i forgive? i want to but i can't..and everytime i see that person, it just makes me hate him more and more.

I cannot blame myself because it wasn't my fault..not even God for allowing things like that to happen. But what should I do? So i pray every night hoping things would work out fine.

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